How I deal without a family

I started to sleep longer and longer. I still slept under the table because I felt safer there. I tried toe not let any light in when I slept. Every night I dreamed about my sister. She was at my side and I could breathe better I never went into my mothers medicine cabinet. Even in my dreams I wouldn’t search for clues. When I was dreaming I would sweep, collect water from the well and counted the jars of jam that was left. Every night I would tattoo ravens, roses, and bats on my body. Soon I would run out of food soon. I have to figure something out. I started to collect berries and asparagus from the marshes. My sister’s dog followed me everywhere. Everybody thought I was dead but no one came to look for me. In my dreams my sister called me by green but I didn’t answer to that name anymore. So when I looked for her I was all alone.
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